Thursday, October 12, 2006
When you least expect it
3 days in training, and now back to the office. Such a strange feeling to see the backlogged e-mails.
Still feeling a bit choppy and disconnected with co-workers. Don't know why and how to get out of this strangeness.
But the most disconcerting feeling was when I read something again for the first time in a year. Somehow, the experience and the feelings had been tucked away. Feeling crummy. Disjointed. Guilt.
Some things never have closure. You move forward by living each day as it comes and being accountable for your decisions.
Still feeling a bit choppy and disconnected with co-workers. Don't know why and how to get out of this strangeness.
But the most disconcerting feeling was when I read something again for the first time in a year. Somehow, the experience and the feelings had been tucked away. Feeling crummy. Disjointed. Guilt.
Some things never have closure. You move forward by living each day as it comes and being accountable for your decisions.

